I don’t think this feeling has ever been so harsh. I feel like I can’t breathe.

I’m just a burden on everyone else. That’s all I am. That’s all I’ll ever be. All I do is annoy and ruin everyone else’s good time. Because I’m a worthless person. That’s it. I’m completely worthless. I feel like death.I want to vomit up all of this that I feel. I don’t think I can stand this anymore. I feel like my heart is constantly breaking. I feel like no one cares.

I wish I could feel worthwhile for a day.

I wish I didn’t feel so fucked up.